SO WHAT if ....
▹ I have had more than my usual amount of pumpkin flavoured coffee. It's not like it's around all year long, right?
▹ I have been catching up on sleep and acting "lazy" since Monday. I had a very busy and long weekend and sometimes it's nice not to have to put make up on or put "normal" clothes on.
▹ I am nervous about my new adventure. If I wasn't nervous and scared I would be lying. This is something completely new to me and it's the unknown ...
▹ I think people have been abnormally uptight lately. Things happen and things come up which sometimes mean that plans change. Get over it and just remember that karma is a bitch.
▹ I am not sorry for saying what I just said above.
▹ I'm not doing what is expected of me. Everyone "expects" me to finish school and then get a job etc ... what is "expected" of someone my age. Again, things come up which sometimes means that you have to go a different route and take a different path to get to your end goal. For far too long I have been doing things because they were "expected" and I haven't put myself first. This time, I am and this decision is the best decision for me and will help me achieve my end goal faster and without being a burden to anyone.
▹ I changed the color of my hair and cut it - again, change is a good thing!!
Enjoy your hump day! :)
S.
xoxo
You have to do what you feel is right. If you don't, there will come a day where you will look back and wonder 'what if?' At least that's how it is for me.
ReplyDeleteI think it's normal to be nervous. It can be very nerve-wracking going into a new adventure not really knowing fully what to expect. Good luck!
Thank you for your kind words Katy & you are very right, the "what ifs" would bother me so much! But I am doing this for myself and I feel I "need" this!
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